people from the past and into the future

So This weekend was the trip to Cheney to say sayonara to the AUAP students.
It was one of the most fun and saddest goodbye parties yet. I've never seen the guys cry as much as they did. And the girls held it togeather but exploded in sobs and tears at the least minute. Aaron and I woke up extra early on the next morning to wave them off as the bus left. They were happy we did that. I was only able to see Aaron for a breif few days and a mojority of that was spent in the car. He slept part of the way, I don't blame him. I would have slept too if I wasn't driving. I hear sleep driving is really bad for your health.

So recently I have been telling my friends that I had a myspace... I thought I did but I didn't so I created one. It's nice. Although I want to know how to fix the background of the profile page so it looks cool like my Blog page. >.> anyways I was looking for some friends on there and I found someone that I haven't heard from in awhile, Jason. I miss him, but he doesn't keep in touch anymore. He is one of my bestest friends from high school and he's the reason I am the confident spazzy happy person I am today. He tought me to love who I was and not care what others thought. So he's like a brother to me and I wish he would have kept in touch. So it was kind of nervous to post on his blog but I did anyways... I wonder what he'll say.... or if he'll say anything.

oddly I feel slightly depressed, I'm not sure why. lately I've been pretty up and happy. :: hits head :: ok so maybe I have a few things to feel sad about but I don't think that's why I'm sad....

ah poor tsukiko, my pearl white beta fish. he looks horrible and I don't know why. I looked at a picture I took of him the day I got him and he looks marvelous but right now he looks very unhappy and his fins are all clamped togeather. T_T I dun want him to die. I clean his bowl every week! I just can't think of what's wrong.... I feed him the best food and give him sunlight... I hope he will turn out ok.

well I should get going sleep is calling my name and it's not being very nice about it.